Sometimes you want to write or speak but you feel like the words are falling into a shapeless void within your chest and you just can’t write or say what you mean. You could break free from this gravitational pull but at the moment you just don’t have the energy. So you just experience that feeling that there is something missing inside and you silently ask God to fill you up. It doesn’t change the feeling, but it reminds and assures you that it is all for a reason, this season. And sometimes you aren’t the strong guy that you want everyone to think you are and you just feel like crying. I’ve been learning that that’s ok too.